Wow. I've changed my mind. If someone I have as a friend were to pass, I would definitely cry. I don't know if I could handle it. I just saw Ladder 49 and I was quite choked up during the film ... won't say why to prevent ruining it but ... wow.

Oh, and I got a call during that film and after that film I have this sense that the person MUST have been in dire peril and I should have answered immediately. I did try to at the time but I missed it and couldn't get a hold of them. In any case, I know most of you don't care but yeah, after that movie I'm like, "gah!"

So ... Brad's a weenie for not going with me. I was home at 10 and he would have been too (approximately). Ah well.

Well crap, all I want to do is talk to people on the phone about life and whatnot now but everyone I would call about such a thing is in bed. :: sighs ::

I have just now issued a decree. None of you are allowed to die before I do. It's a new rule I just made up. OK, better yet. To be fair to everyone, we're all never allowed to die -- ever. I apologize if you don't want to get really old but it just has to be this way. I don't know if I could handle it because I love my friends too much.

On that note, I'm going to head off to do something much happier than talk about death. I guess I should put a warning at the beginning of this that states the topic or something. Eh, I guess the discussion isn't too bad except that I'm still a bit choked up about the movie. Whew. Alright, have a good night.