Monday, July 04, 2005

See, this is part of the reason I procrastinate. I'm afraid to be unable to complete the task at hand. For instance, I have to write a few lesson plans and send them to my first co-op. This is great except I'm afraid that I won't be able to come up with enough ideas and have them exciting enough to be worth while. Enter: nervousness. I have the mentality (of which I never act upon it) that it is better to fail because you never do it than to fail even when you try. It's a mental reaction of which I need to ignore and get the job done. Gah!

I also have to write a letter for Mrs. K yet. Oy vei.

So Jeff yelled at me for not sending someone to Warrington. I believe I mentioned that but everyone agrees that it is preposterous to do so. We do not reimburse regular employees for going such a distance. We did not need more than three or four items so it was not like they would get their money's worth out of the gas. At no point did it make sense. Yes, this still bothers me (he called me Saturday at 6:30 or so). I just don't think it makes sense and that's that.

OK, I've vented again. It just bugs me. He's probably just jealous because we successfully interlocked without his help so he feels useless. Well, drive down to Warrington and get our supplies! You scheduled two other managers for some reason ... you must have wanted to stay home so why not make yourself useful? Geez.

And ... that's all I'll say. I'm mad.

Bye.

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