I don't feel like I'm fulfilling anything anymore. There's always someone funnier, there's always someone closer. I just feel like the "middle man." You know ... there and needed but always that more important person. I dunno.

I'm not saying I should be most important ... it's clear I'm not for one reason or another. Heck, I don't even know if I know what I'm talking about. In fact, I'm almost positive that I have no clue.

I met Gretchen's friend Alexa today. She seems nice. She wears a perfume I've smelled before and I think I know who used to wear it but I'm not positive. Yeah, I know, kind of lame, but it's keeping me busy. That did bring up a thought though. She asked what kind of cologne I wear and I was like, "nothing" because ... well ... I don't wear cologne. I never have. I'm wondering if I should go pick up a few different types to swap around on various days and see how that works out. Before I wasn't so concerned but I'm thinking a scent might help or something. I dunno.

Shocktober Fest was fun. We weren't there very long due to Gretch and Alexa having to be home at around 10:30. Still ... we got there and got on the hayride. I think the end was screwed up because she was talking and then, "Mr. Chainsaw!" ... "or not" and then we drove away. Yeah, I'm thinking someone slacked off there. Tsk tsk. Hopefully we'll be able to get to go for the new thing that just opened ... the prison. That should be fun. Next week we're going to the State Penetentary as I said before and that should be good. I hope. It's supposed to be scary so yeah.

Anyway, I'm SOO hungry for one reason or another so my father is making me eggs. I'll see everyone later.