I have this feeling that won't go away. I don't know what it is but it's bothering me. It's a feeling as if something is wrong but I don't know what. Usually sleeping gets rid of it but not anymore. I just don't know what it is. Feels like a perpetual let down ... that's about the best description I can give.

My first test is on Wednesday. I'm nervous even though I have no reason to believe I'll get anything but an A. I think it's multiple choice and that's it and I know the stories inside and out so I should be ok. Is this what is causing the nervousness? I don't know. I'm calling it nervousness because I don't know what else to call it.

I found out that Jason and I work Saturday night because Jeff and John don't want to go to the meeting and then leave and come back ... so they're making Jason and I do it. Isn't that sweet? On the plus side, we at least have a good staff to work with. At least I think we do.

My saratonin (sp) levels are evidently low. I feel it and I don't like it. That's part of the problem undoubtedly. Those that don't like chocolate ... I don't know how you live.

So I'm very nervous about something else too but there is nothing to be nervous about there. :: smacks head for being illogical ::

I think I'll go sleep now. I want this feeling to go away and that's the most successful way of accomplishing that.

Night.